hyunhae

as i look at you, i always get affected about what you feel, i dont want to see you sad. i wish for you is all happiness. maybe you think i don’t care about you but that’s just my way to ignore what i feel for you coz i know that this will never be granted. take care always~ :)

i just got home from hell ojt of mine. grabe, sobrang inspired aco umuwi kc mkakasilay n ulet aco sa crush co, i went to mall before i head home hoping to see her. pero di co tlga xa nkita, tsk. so i went home, then last afternoon, i decided to go back to mall for the same purpose, badly„„„„„ WALA TALAGA. i did already the stuffs that could be done out there pero wala tlga, kahit anino nia, d co nkta. FRUSTRATED aco. -_-

mei crush aco, at alam co ung crush co, crush din aco. :)) hindi kmi magkakilala personally but we know each others’ name. alam co kung saang lugar co xa pd mkita so i decided to go there yesterday then there, tagumpay aco, nkta co xa, hahaha! at hanggang tingin lang. ganun din xa, palitan lng kmi ng tingin sa isa’t isa, sa enough distance to see each other’s face. kaya aun, kumpleto n nmn araw co, hahaha! kc nkasilay aco. :)) nkakatawa lng kc para kming elementary, hahaha! diba ganun gawain ng mga kids, silay silay sa mga crush at pag nkta n ang crush nila, makukuntento n sila at masaya na. :))

why life is like that, there are lots who are willing to give their key to unlock their heart but you still keep on tryin and doin yer best to pick the key of that door you wanna unlock!

24 hours to decide, HELP ME! to decide where to conduct my ojt. will i wait for a call in manila or not? i have an offer already here nearby our place. here are the advantages if i’ll grab the offer, first, it is assured, it is safe, not hustle when duty hours, i’ll save bucks of money,:)) i don’t need to look for house coz there’s one already. i can have my hair long! :)))))and i could finish it fast probably within two mos. but the disadvantage is i know that i wont gain knowledge that much as i can gain in manila. well, if im gonna wait for manila, i don’t know until when? or i don’t know if im waiting for an opportunity or for nothing. however, i know that i will learn things there and i will learn to stand on my own. we have to finish our ojt till october. so i dont know what to choose. if knowledge matters, it is better to be in manila but after hrm im gonna take new course nmn so hindi co din mgagamit ung natutunan co. maybe my priority now is to finish ojt. waaaaaaaaaaah! help me! anybody? suggestion?

i’ll be off most probably good for two months, i’m gonna miss my friends here. hindi co alam pero tinatamad aco mag ojt, haaaaay. pero i have no choice, i have to finish it til october whether i like it or not! damn~ today, im gonna preapre all my stuffs and spare my time here at home. im gonna miss my family! :(

i found out yesterday that those who were born on the 5th of the month are lucky in terms of living and money! hahahaha! i want to be a billionare! LOL~ how i wish this is really accurate. ^^

while tracking my way home last night, i saw a couple so sweet. nkakatuwa cla tingnan. they are both goodlooking mas angat nga lng ung isa. hehe. hindi co nmn sinasadya mapatingin sakanila, nkakatuwa lng kasi, hahaha! namiss co tuloy ung mei minamahal. hahaha! in short, i envy them. hahahaha!